Wish list

My Christmas wish list is that I get to go to a far off island and stay there and live a life of paradise for a little while. But my real dream is a house in the middle of no where with a big barn and loving husband with two little kids and I want a lot of land to go riding on with my horses and I want a corgi and a Great Dane. My kid’s names are Junior and Autumn I want them to be at least 5 years a part. My last thing that I want is money to support this big dream of mine.

laws

The laws were put out there to try and protect us stupid teenagers and yes they are all fair the only problem is that no one follows them and people still die. The only thing that needs to be fixed is stronger law enforcement. They have gotten a lot better abut enforcing the laws around here but they still need work. Breaking laws is ok every once and a while but when it comes to life and death laws need to obeyed always. The only law that I think they should have changed and the finally did was that if you can fight and die for your country than you can have a beer in this country. They finally said yes to that and if you can show a valid military I.D than you can drink.

Tired

The internet is the only thing that I would give you the only time I really use it is at school and that is not that important haha I made a joke. My cell phone is my life line and the T.V is that most funnest past time I have except for talking on the phone I am always on it and I even text all during class hah another joke but it is never turned off. I am on my phone till it dies every night than I have to plug it in to the charger and than have to call the person back and tell them I am sorry. That is a real pain. The internet I can live without but nothing else.

Snakes Not Snakes

They slither they are mean and they move really fast and I hate them they are gods worst creation. Snakes are the thing I fear the most I hate them they always find a way to get in my path just so I would scream and run I think they think it’s funny that a girl who lives on the farm is so afraid of them that she runs like an Olympic sprinter just to get away from them. I have even almost walked on water to get away from one me and my cousins were wading in the water and a snake happened to cross my path and guess what I ran.

my sickness

The biggest obstacle I have had to over come is one I am still going through now that is a sickness called a highedel heroina it is where your stomach is pushed up in your esoghas and you cant get food to stay down. I could not eat for five months and I lost 35 pounds I had to miss the last two months of my junior year because I had to do so many tests. I weigh 99 pounds now and I still can’t eat right. I go to a chiropractor Dr. Bowers and I have to have over the skin surgery done every four weeks to pull my stomach out again.

My Pearents

I have both parents personality because I am a go getter and I don’t give up anything with out a fight. I do have my dads body but I have my brothers face or more like it he has mine. Me nor my brother has my mom or my dads face me and him look just alike when ever he comes into my work people think he is my son not my brother but I would have been 5 when he was born. I hate that I got my dads personality because he is always so moody and he changes moods quicker than jeckle and hyde. Yes he is that bad.

Railroad

I love all stuffed animals because I think that they are cute and cuddly I always want more and more because they are amazing. No I really don’t have one thing that I have hung on to I really just moved I never kept any one thing. I do now have a living word blanket and a Kansas City Sothern Railroad bear that my boyfriend gave to me when he moved down to St Louis to go work for the railroad he thought maybe that I would soften up about his job if I had something cute and cuddly guess what it did not work. The living word blank is where he used to go to school at until it closed down in 2004 and he never went back to high school he went straight to college at the age of 16.

If I had 24 hours to do what ever I wanted to do I would go down to the nearest beach and of course I would have Corey and my dog KC she is my baby I love them both so much. What I would do on the beach would be to lay in sun in Corey’s arms and swim till I thought I was going to die then after it got dark I would have Corey take me dancing and then we would go home to a hotel and sleep in each others arms till my 24 hours was up.

Well one of my firsts is the first time I thought I was in love. Ok I wasn’t but I really thought I was. I was absolutely crazy about this boy he was every thing I was looking for at least I thought I was but we started out good and we ended up great the only reason we had to split up was because he had to move to California his name was Mike Alfer. He was also my real first heartache but I never knew what pain was till I lost the guy I am going to spend the rest of my life with now that is pain. The only good thing is that I am still dating him and I am planning on moving on down to St. Louis after I graduate from high school.

Well the kind of friend I am is that I only have one best friend and he is also my boyfriend and his name if you don’t already know is Corey Cope. The reason I only have about ten friends is because I am really hard to get along with and if you don’t like me than you will never have a chance to be my friend at all I have been stabbed in the back to many times not be careful and cautious about who I hang out with. And every time I get a new friend it is normally a boy because I don’t like girls and I think they are mean untruthful and hurtful all the time boys will tell you why they are mad girls will gossip about it till you figure it out than the whole school knows about something that probably did not happen any way than its all a big roomer and your whole high school life is ruined and its no fun any more.

Movies And Books

Well I absolutely love to read it is so my favorite past time and right now I am in the middle of Time Travelers wife it is very good and very confusing but it is so good. But the book I have been waiting and wanting to read is Breaking Dawn and I own the Book but I have not had time to read it. I also like to watch movies and The Dark Night is one of my most favorite movies right now but I am not looking forward to seeing any more there are not any good ones out any more.

How is school going so far this year?

Ok well its my senior year and I only have two core classes and the one work program class and yes its all boring I hat being at school even half a day because my boyfriend lives down in St Louis and I really miss him but I get to join him after gradation May 17 and I really wish that I was joining him tomorrow. My classes are Mr.Pittmans Com tech and that is such an easy class so its kind of fun and than I have your English for life class and that is fun to I love that it is so small and we can goof off a little bit more. I hate my CWT class only because I have to be here at 7:30 in the morning and that is hard.