Well one of my firsts is the first time I thought I was in love. Ok I wasn’t but I really thought I was. I was absolutely crazy about this boy he was every thing I was looking for at least I thought I was but we started out good and we ended up great the only reason we had to split up was because he had to move to California his name was Mike Alfer. He was also my real first heartache but I never knew what pain was till I lost the guy I am going to spend the rest of my life with now that is pain. The only good thing is that I am still dating him and I am planning on moving on down to St. Louis after I graduate from high school.